What is pushing this couple to be nomads ?

Hello ladies and gents ,

Hope everyone is getting what they want in life . Some people don't understand there is so much opertunities out there to live different .   There is no best way to  live right ? But there is always time to improve your living arangments . I dont mind anyones elses life style its there choose there will there bodies , Although I do have  to say  i really don't understand why at night every one flocks to the bars why ? I only say that cause A good portion of the  city of manchester is always at the bars drinking there lives away ? I mean choose your life who am i to tell you your wasting away but look around is all I'm saying people who are not creative think there is nothing to do i mean nowhere to go in the city besides the bars i don't like to drink happy hour is when I'm with my husband or I am just playing around enjoying out side Bon fires cookouts and music by music I mean live entertainment with friends and family . I cant wait to not see these things all the time and see different areas when i feel like i need to go and have some adventure in our lives . There is nothing better then being able to move your scenery :) . I need to tell you what is bringing us to this point in our life's and I will get to that point just bare with me haha . I believe we've done a lot all ready to get started but there is so much more left . So what do we need to do ? . We need to let our hair down enjoy nature and get out and live together as a married couple . And to do that we have to have another yard sale we have done two yard sales and we are going to need a third  one only because we sold the small stuff  we have so much more to sell and  this sat is the day we will be trying to sell more of our stuff permitting the weather is good . If this one doesn't sell the rest of our stuff we are going to start posting our stuff online to sell it and make extra cash . But we will see how this yard sale is compared to the last two. I do feel a pull to get this done faster then ever i think because , It's  been one of the hardest years for me , I haven't seen my husband on a regular basis he's always gone working or I'm always gone and time together has been rare but in the event we do spend time together it is how I want everyday to be and that is why I thrive this life style change with him I feel like time is flying by and to much time passed already . I and my husband  have been stressed from everyday life  apartments roommates and landlords electric bills , gas bills ,schedules , being stuck in the apartment , stuck in a box of four walls . When I waited for him to come home  I used to not be able to move i felt an over whelming feeling of being in jail and was depressed i have to admit i would just stay in bed all day I had to force my self up just to enjoy anything and that was very hard to do I saw the same stuff everyday . I spent what 26 yrs of my life virtually on wheels . I'm not made for a regular life  Why is  that you ask  ?because that is not what made me happy remember I grew up so different I traveled and my house had wheels so my house went with me and going from that to regular huge apartment stuck in a box with a picket fence and strapped with tie downs like electric bills and leases was a hard thing to step over . Even when I first got married to my husband we were camping he met me in a campground in my 33 foot camper and we got married in the hall that was located in the same camp ground haha . So you can imagine how difficult it must be to go from that to staring at a wall not knowing what to do next cause I feel out of place I tried and I just believe I need my freedom I am a gypsy not a thief or a liar or a trixter I am a nomad a traveler . And I know that no career , no amount of money , no shopping experience will every fill my emptiness of not having traveling freedom . I thank my lord everyday that I have what I have I am thankful very thankful . But some times I feel like I am even closer to my god when I am looking at his stars in the sky and hear all the natural noises and feel the grass on my feet and smell the fresh air and listen to the crickets chirping . Wow is all I have to say we take our life for granted and people are just to fast paced . Slow down and enjoy your life and the people in your life . That is my advise to all the readers evaluate what you have and what you took for granted cause your not granted tomorrow and neither are your loved ones so make some memories good ones . that is all for this entry . To be continued ............